I’ve been venting on Tumblr a good bit lately. Hmph. Guys are so confusing. Like, how can you talk to me for days and then just stop? Not trying to be that controlling girl, but last time you did that, you blamed me. Luckily this time around, I know better. I’ve figured out your games and what has happened in the past is the reason why I give you those one word replies. I can’t allow myself to be tricked again. You have to show me that you actually care. Then again, you were supposed to do that last time, promised you would, now look where we ended up. :-/
Those days where you would rather just sleep because it feels like if you were to get up anything could happen. Today is one of those days. Every time something happens or something bothers me, I find it easier and best to just carry on like it’s nothing. It’s what I have always known- just keep everything inside. On the other hand, I kind of wish I was still in Tuscaloosa and that I kept the keys to the apartment because at times like this, I really could use a small getaway. I especially need to get out of this house for awhile before I lose my mind. I’m just tired. I need a break.